Let me search for the beloved and continue the search od infinitum. Would that I may not find him or meet him, lest the craving in my mind for him may be abated or even silenced on meeting him!
It is better to be at home and think of Kaaba than to be in the Masjidul Haram and remember home. (Imam Ghazali).
Note: It is said that once the poet saw a flock of goats galloping to a water-pond to drink water. After they quenched their thirst, they urinated and passed stools in the pond itself and went away. Shah was disgusted at their ingratitude and bad return.
The demand of his love is to seek the beloved for ever without reaching him. He knows that the actual approach, should it come, will diminish his joy and he therefore tries to keep apart from the beloved, so that he may ever have the unique joy of winning his pleasure and gaining his nearness by action and effort. (Ideology of the Future).

May I always be in search of Beloved, never find, never meet,
Lest longing within my heart is eased.