The actual position is that there is the vast wilderness to cover) and my load (of sins) is quite heavy. The other world is definitely not near (and midway there is no shade to afford respite or relief). Latif says: "Sasui had taken upon herself to pursue the camels of Punhoo's party. For that she had relied on the camels that they might stop and rest somewhere. She had also pleaded that if Punhoo was so pleased, he would return to her. Anyway the matter rested entirely with him as the Ari leader. No pressure tactics would be effective against him. In that context her effort to pursue him is misconceived and misdirected, particularly when it remained entirely with Punhoo to meet her or not. Besides she did not know where the mountaineer Lord actually was - but still she prayed to Him; (or) she raised her hands in supplication in a direction other than that of the mountaineer Lord, (who actually was availabe in her heart).

Wilderness is vast, load is heavy, Vankar is not near,
The woman, says Lateef, has decided to depend on camels,
He will come back to me if he likes, all is up him,
Which way is the highlander, which way has she raised her hands؟